'sometimes we waste too much time to think about someone that doesn't think about us for a second.'

J: yes I can understand... and I apologize for that...
J: but I don't know how to react...
E: means?
J: means I don't wanna hurt you but don't know how to do...
E: well.. I actually just wanna know, what I am for you ...
J: an angel... sick angel, fragile one..
E: too sick for you? too difficult .. ? or what does it means.. I don't understand that .. you ..
J: I don't understand your question...
E: well, think it's clear .. you're more important to me than I am for you ... no idea what to say yet .. I'm sorry ..
J: I told you I can't consider we are in a relationship.. I told you since the beginning... you're too far, it's really hard to plan a visit..
J: but I really do care for you, and I really don't wanna make you suffer!

du kannst nicht geliebt werden, wenn du dich nicht selbst liebst ...